My mom
My mom has had a terrible time the past 10 or so years. Her body seems to be failing her in every possible way. She is losing her hearing; she has constant attacks of vertigo that make it impossible to drive or ride in a car; she has pinched nerves up and down her spine, along with other spine and back problems; she just had a massive lung cancer taken out, along with part of her lung; she has breast problems, sinus problems, constant headaches. I see her suffering, and it breaks my heart into a million pieces. She has seen so many different doctors, and no one can seem to figure out what is causing all of this. Something is going on.
I have read and heard stories of miracles happening, wonderfully amazing medical miracles. People with stage 4 cancer miraculously healing into wellness. People learning to walk again, after being told they it would be impossible. Babies surviving against all odds. One story that sticks out in my mind was told by a lady that came to my church to speak back in 2002. Her daughter was born with extreme physical disabilities. She couldn't move any part of her body, and was essentially helpless. She was practically brain dead. When the child was 2, the mother began to pray for the first time in her life. She began to see the child as this perfect bright light, rather than seeing her diseased body. Then one day, the child picked up her spoon and fed herself. She had previously not been able to move AT ALL, and didn't respond much to stimulus, so this was a miraculous event. This child healed at a fast pace, and by first grade, was caught up with her peers. She ended up becoming the governor of Texas!
I believe in the power of love. I believe anyone can heal from anything. The human spirit is stronger than all obstacles. It is a matter of aligning the ailing body with the feeling of wellness and wholeness, which is incredibly hard when you are in a state of feeling bad. Is is so hard. But it is possible. To heal, the body has to align with the pure state of wholeness that the spirit rests in eternally. Always flowing to and through every spirit is a river of life, love, and wholeness. It is readily available to all people. It is a matter of feeling it, believing in it, and trusting it, when you are seeing everything but it in your life experience. It is an incredibly hard task. But it is possible. It's a matter of letting go of everything that your life experience is currently showing you, and KNOWING that it is a lie. KNOWING that you are pure, positive energy of love, and that the illness you are seeing is an illusion. Yes, it is a real life experience, but it is not who you really are. It is a matter of knowing who you really are and believing in only that.
While this is what I believe, I can say with certainty that it is probably the hardest thing to actually realize. When you feel sick, it is almost impossible to see and feel the spiritual goodness that you really are. You feel pain, you feel worry, you feel the deepest kind of fear. I fail at it every single time I get sick. Most people do. But I do believe that it is possible. With God, anything is possible. If we could only in those moments remember the God Creatures we are. God is larger than any sickness. And you are God.
My hope and prayer for my mom is that she can feel within her the intense love and light radiating from her eternal spirit, that she can feel this love take over her body and pervade every single cell of her body. I pray that this light encompass her body with healing regeneration, and that this blinding light renew her cells and align her body with the wellness and wholeness that is GOD. I pray that this light casts away all worry and fear, and that great healing can take place. I pray that her body become new, and that the power and love of God take over her body and begin to function in complete perfection and wholeness. I pray that she finds just the right doctors to help her find the right treatments to help her body heal like it needs to. I pray that her struggle subsides, and that flow and ease become her experience.
God is all powerful. Miracles are real.
This is my wish for her.
Posted in: on 14 April 2009 at at 9:59 AM
